poems

whenever i hear or see your name,
memories from the pass came flashing back.
happiness and sorrows filled my life,
and you, who took a fraction of my life
implanted seeds that rip my soul

i want you but i know its impossible
even if i did, i don't get your heart
i tried to forget and let the memories fade
but i was successful only for days

i gave you some things
and i expect others in return
yet what you did
was taking it and leave

i feel that i was manipulated
like a helpless doll
no one will understand
as a doll cant talk

they say time can heal,
a broken heart.
yet much time had past
and it doesn't work

i should be glad
knowing you are happy.
then move on with my life
and forget about it.

I'm trying now,
hoping it will work out.
but it seem so hard.
why is that so?

~CCJY~