jm body checkup. crab dinner with parents

SATURDAY POST (28/2)

went out to do project. this is what i told my parents. however, the truth is i went to Ang Mo Kio with JunMing for his body check up. it's a mandatory thing when we enter polytechnic. saw Collin and Melvin Wang there. the queue is super super long! took about 1 and half hour before everything is done.

ate lunch with JunMing. he always bully me. say this and that. I'm the pathetic victim...

dad brought mum and i to eat crab noodle at Ang Mo Kio for dinner. Ang Mo Kio again!! do not crave for crab now whenever i see it, i don't even feel like eating... when we eat, my parents talk about studies again. i don't understand why. our conversation always revolve around my studies or else my brother's. when can they give me a break? they always ask me to do well and get scholarship if possible. i know and i am trying my best. i already feel so dumb in my class.. what else they want me to do!?

i want to go back to the past. when I'm a child again. perhaps when i was 5? in that case everything seems perfect. I'm innocent. young. learning. best of all, my beloved grandma is always with me every single day. i miss her. i love her. a lot...

my feelings are all tangled up