fucked up

i know i have disappointed a lot of people.

perhaps I'm like that
perhaps i want fun
perhaps I've gone bad
perhaps ...

but it's me. I've done it.
what do you expect?
i don't think I've changed but you think i did.
what's wrong. just tell me.. i need to know.

I'm pissed and very fucked up.
seriously.
i haven't reach my top yet.
however, I'm already very furious!
maybe due to the boredom I'm having now...