freaking @#^(*&%!!(*) WHERE CAN IT BE!?

met SiYing for lunch at CP. ate at the Kopitiam near the SHELL petrol station in SengKang. we shared a pig throttle with rice, ate dessert and bought bubbletea. seems like we only meet only on holidays =/ but better than nothing!! had lots of fun and laughter with her. its like those old days in secondary school! eat a lot too when we hang out together. it's a bad thing. afraid to get fat :(

went to school to tend the booth that recruit people for our AC subcom camp that is happening like next week 10-11 August. pathetic amount of people. only 40+ people had registered. played Chinese chess to pass time while at the booth. then walked around Bedok reservoir for the last iwalk programme. met Hector while walking around Bedok reservoir. suppose to wake him up so that he could run but i forgot. luckily he manage to wake up himself. =/ i'm always afraid of these things... afraid that i'll forget to text or call someone to wakeup/ do things. sometimes i have trouble reminding myself already. the sunset at bedok reservoir is really really nice. the sky is very clear and the sun is so orange. anyway, had AC meeting. already start to plan for upcoming AC Night Cycling and AC Campfire. =/ i dislike it. one event after another. when can i have a break.

I'M PISSED THAT I CANT FIND MY PIANO EXAM 2009 GRADE 7 PAPER. SERIOUSLY DAMN PISSED AND SAD NOW!!! NO IDEA WHY AM I THAT FURIOUS. ANGRY AT MYSELF? BLAME MY MUM? WHERE ARE YOU BLOODY @*#$&^!@(#*%@ PAPER!!! HAVING PIANO TMR EVENING AND I'VE NOT DONE THE HOMEWORK AND NOW IT IS GONE. THAT PAPER COST 8BUCKS. SERIOUSLY WTH. I'M TRYING REAL HARD TO RECALL WHERE IS IT BUT IT IS FUTILE. MY MEMORY ALWAYS END AT THAT POINT AND I CANT RECALL WHAT HAPPEN AFTER THAT... IT'S A TOTAL BLANK.