need for companion

watched a few movies recently.
city of ember
saw 1/3/5
bride wars

city of ember is not very interesting. i feel that it is more for children. kinda like a fantasy show.
i like saw 1 plot. it was unexpected! the rest of the series gets boring... but i would say the torturing method is creative.
bride wars was ok to me.. not my kind of show.

i hope my life can be much interesting. i feel that I'm kinda disconnected with secondary school life and my poly life is not everything... even though the class is bonded but it's only in school. after school, we are on our own. going separate ways. perhaps, i need to find a close friend?? if not i feel like i am a fish, swimming in the ocean. occasionally, other fishes come along and leave.. i don't know why i feel this way. maybe life is like that?? sometimes we will feel lost and alone. i don't mind being alone but now.. the situation is different. it is not the alone, lonely feeling. it's hard to explain..

sometimes i feel like having a companion. a serious one.