what am i thinking...

invited PeckYeng, Chiltern, Hisyam, Nicole, Ismail, Cody to my house for CNY.
last day of CNY.


i know i'm not thinking right recently.


what my mum say are true.

-i don't know what to type-

have been lost in another world.
lost and can't be bothered to blog.

but well...

lunar new year wasn't that fantastic
not much $$$.
recession?
exams?

first time struggling to study in the midst of lunar new year atmosphere.
what new year atmosphere?
no atmosphere at all.
feels empty.

and oh..
should i go back to SSB to work
or find a new job out of F&B industry?

fairytales are called fairytales for a reason.
it doesn't happen in real life.

afraid

i'm afraid about the future...

because i don't know what will happen

and who will i be